Thursday, January 29, 2009

Lost...

I really need to buckle down this semester. I have two classes that I know I will need to do a lot of studying and working for. One of the classes (Honors Calc II) requires me to have an A for my major. This will really determine if I will stay an Engineering major, or should I choose a different pathway.
I've thought about:
Early Education =/
Spanish =/
Graphic Design
Human Resources?

IDK, a lot of random things. I'm feeling incomplete, lost... Words can't even explain right now, too many things are buzzing around in my head. What do I want to do?! WHAT WILL MY FUTURE BE LIKE? I know I want to be successful. I know what I like, I know what I enjoy, I know what I'm good at, but things I'm good at, or like, will not ensure success. I need definite answers. I can't live unsure, I need to be stable. I'm a naturally unstable, moody, inconsistent chick .. unfortunately .. and I cannot be in an unstable occupation.
I DONT KNOW...
I have a horrible headache, I feel incomplete and, I tore my (cheap!) chiffon top today, so I'm pissed cause its one of my fave tops =/  I'll have to look up some DIYs, and maybe I can save it. :,(


Shopping makes me feel better, so I'll just browse my sites and make a wishlist:

Priced: $38, found HERE


Priced 27.80, found HERE


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Priced 9.99, found HERE


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Alexander McQueen Knit Dress, priced too much =/


Listening to: Nasty, Naughty Boy by Christina Aguilera

In A Sentimental Mood by John Coltrane (He's the reason for my name, I'll probably do a post on him soon, =D ) 


starry nights... sunny days .. love Naima

3 comments:

  1. I can relate with you concerning school and future success. Just thinking about it is pretty stressful...

    - Although it's not typical MCQ, Alexander McQueen is doing a collaboration with Target so hopefully you could find what your looking for.

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  2. I understand how you feel! But check this, I'm 22 and have a BA degree and still have the same questions you have about my future! I've changed my career path too many times to count so that just goes to show that you should relax. College is all about a self-journey of sorts. You'll find yourself and you'll find your way. While you're stressing over what your life will be 10 years from now, you'll find that you'll stumble into what shall be meant to be. That's what happened for me anyway. The best things in our lives are things that catch us off guard and steal our hearts. You are SO young! Enjoy college, keep smiling, HAVE FUN, and

    "Hold your own
    Know your name
    And go your own way
    Everything will be fine
    Everything in no time at all
    Hearts will hold."

    - Nneka.

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  3. Hey Monae, and isn't it?! And hopefully they will have some good pieces when it comes to Target. I usually like pieces in GO! Int, so hopefully Desginer Collabs will be good as well!

    Thank you sooooo much Neeks! I needed that, and I will keep my head on straight and let my future find me! <3 <3 <3 That quote was absolutely PERFECT!

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