Lost...

I really need to buckle down this semester. I have two classes that I know I will need to do a lot of studying and working for. One of the classes (Honors Calc II) requires me to have an A for my major. This will really determine if I will stay an Engineering major, or should I choose a different pathway.
I've thought about:
Early Education =/
Spanish =/
Graphic Design
Human Resources?

IDK, a lot of random things. I'm feeling incomplete, lost... Words can't even explain right now, too many things are buzzing around in my head. What do I want to do?! WHAT WILL MY FUTURE BE LIKE? I know I want to be successful. I know what I like, I know what I enjoy, I know what I'm good at, but things I'm good at, or like, will not ensure success. I need definite answers. I can't live unsure, I need to be stable. I'm a naturally unstable, moody, inconsistent chick .. unfortunately .. and I cannot be in an unstable occupation.
I DONT KNOW...
I have a horrible headache, I feel incomplete and, I tore my (cheap!) chiffon top today, so I'm pissed cause its one of my fave tops =/  I'll have to look up some DIYs, and maybe I can save it. :,(

Shopping makes me feel better, so I'll just browse my sites and make a wishlist:

Priced: $38, found HERE

Priced 27.80, found HERE

Priced 9.99, found HERE

Alexander McQueen Knit Dress, priced too much =/

Listening to: Nasty, Naughty Boy by Christina Aguilera

In A Sentimental Mood by John Coltrane (He's the reason for my name, I'll probably do a post on him soon, =D ) 

starry nights... sunny days .. love Naima