Hunger...

I think I am PERMANENTLY hungry. I have permanent hunger pangs .. and I think its college's fault... =/ 

But I'm trying to eat a BIT more healthy, because these past few weeks, I've been killing the fried foods .. so I really needa buckle down.

The only thing is, I'm sick of ALL campus food, unless its chicken strips and fries, or Chick Fil A.. 

I want NOTHING else =/

But I'm working on it... I had a veggie pizza and a salad for lunch .. and I'll eat a veggie burger tonight .. I can't gain any weight lol...

Happy Single Awareness Day

A little Valentine's Day Laugh!

Happy Single Awareness Day, for those who weren't aware they were single until .. today. 

Happy Valentine's Day for those who are loving, in love, crushing, in like. 

May it be special for us all..

I'm doin a spa day today... but first, I gotta watch Love Jones. My FAVORITE romance film... One of my favorite movies ever. A must watch...

"Let me tell you somethin'. This here, right now, at this very moment, is all that matters to me. I love you. That's urgent like a motherfucker. "

Check it.

"But right now I'm the sight-raped hunter, blindly pursuing you as my prey..."

I have a huge crush on Larenz Tate, lol. 

Anyway, stay safe, stay blessed, and even if you don't have a significant other, shower the most important person on earth with Love on this day. Yourself.

Now, can't forget its Black History Month... Black Love... 

Mmmmm, isn't it beautiful?

Music Playing...

The music playing is SunStar by singer Jesse Boykins III. 

Nice right? 

I've been keepin' him to myself, but seriously, his music is too good to be selfish with. His music seriously cheers me up... anytime.

Check out his Myspace here. 

I think my Valentines gift to myself this year will be just having an extreme chill day, just listening to him while doin my nails, hair, facials, yadiyadi. Good thing all of my roommates have boyfriends, so they should be gone all day. Finally! 

Anyway, check out more of his stuff. If you like smooth, mellow, "neo-soul", you should try him out. 

Check out more at YOUTUBE IMEEM

Purchase/Support him here: ITUNES 

starry nights, Naima

What is love?

LOL, my best friend Dani, cracks me up:

"What is love? Love is the zero score in tennis."

Wham, bam, thank you ma'am. We're not bitter, I swear, we were joking! LOL!

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Listening To: Pillow Talk, Kid Cudi

Feelings, why do I have ..

Run & Hide by Algebra
These feelings
Why do I have?
These feelings?

Patiently waiting
on the right guy
he says I'm precious
but I think he's lyin
just to get my attention
make me fall not to mention
he got crazy intentions
I couldn't trust him
so I didn't want him

surely I may not
know exactly what I want
but surely I know
exactly what I don't

still I haven't found what I've
been looking for but i
cant do this no more
imma just run and hide
go far away to hide
true love I'll never find
gonna pack my heart and hide
imma just run

If this doesn't describe how I feel now, I couldn't tell you what does. 

I can't get close. I seriously can't. Even if a guy is interested, I don't trust him. Even if I'm interested, I don't trust him.

But I still feel. I may not trust him, but I have strong feelings. Feelings, why do I have these feelings?

Life would be much sweeter, if I couldn't feel. If I could be comfortably numb like Pink Floyd. If I couldn't feel the butterflies when he looks at me. If I couldn't feel the pain when he doesn't even acknowledge me. If I couldn't feel the smile that spreads across my face when he smiles at me. If I couldn't feel the hurt of knowing he really doesn't feel the same way I do .. not even a li'l bit. 

So I'll work on that...I'll work on not feeling, keeping my emotions at bay... I'm gonna be the  Grinch, lol. My heart is a bit too large .. It needs to be three sizes too small ..

LOL!

Listening To:

Run & Hide, Algebra

Comfortably Numb, Pink Floyd

Thinking Of You, Katy Perry

gonna pack my heart and hide, starry nights, sunny days, Naima <3